My Experience with A Drug Addict: Final Part2

As soon as I came to about his dependency upon the drugs I started maintaining distance from him. And gradually the things kept on changing and I moved in to a new city. Where after a period of time, once again I came across few other drug addicts. One of them once again became a very good friend of mine. He is a super brain and did his M.Sc.(Physics) from Delhi University and once he told me his experience while under the influence of marijuana. It is as under as told by him:

"First thing after smoking (Ganja) and eating (Bhang) the marijuana was that today I have taken the overdose. Very soon I was in "Trans", I could recognise every beat every vibration of mine and of the whole universe, all of sudden I and the whole universe was divided in to two and I could see everything in Black & White. Black was vibrating with very negative frequency whereas the white had the very positive frequency. Soon I realised that now I am in the deep state of meditation and if this polarity of negative diminishes I could attain the state of "0" (Zero or Shoonya) and I tired overlapping these vibrations of opposite polarity, nothing else in the world or universe was existing not even my "I" or "me" and not even your "I" or "You". Only duality was there and I wanted to attain the state of singularity or the state of final consciousness. I could see the number 22(no. of bones in our ribcage and our skull) was being divided by the number 7, I say the result as 3.14285.......and the infinite series .I wrote the result on my subconscious mind and then I saw this:

3.14.............

I wanted to use 3 as and bow and want to put an arrow by tying the steel wire (pratyancha) on the bow. I tried but the bow was broken and their was horrible noise of thunderstorms (all sounds were "anahata nad") and suddenly many Divine Gods gathered in my state of consciousness to appreciate me I was almost clueless what all this is going on I was waiting for Parshuram to come but he did not. My brain was drying up slowly and it was draining within me, Lord Indra was almost waiting for me, my mind power was maltreated but 5 senses did not like all that, my mind asked for the help of the God of Gods and Lord Krishna came up to protect me and I saw Him in the mysterious no. 3.14........ as a decimal. The center part of "3" was Shivalinga, and my eyes were Moon and Sun and in between I felt my whole energy accumulated, I kept on moving. I saw Lord Shiva telling me carry on..you will reach somewhere today I tried to chant the "Mahamrityunjay Mantra" but I hardly remembered the Mantra. Suddenly I saw the no. 4(like an Hindi Alphabet "pa") I asked what's this for, somebody told me to gamble your life I stayed strong and I continued, I lost (I don't know how, but I lost), I was seeking the help of my sixth sense(Karna) to favour me but I was unfortunate. I saw the 3.14..... converting in to the Hindi word (Aap), I asked my self about "pa", and told he is there to create the universe, I asked myself then "who Am I" I heard you are "Ma", and my goal was to create the whole existence.

I could see the divine light but within a fraction of second I suddenly ran out of the state of deep consciousness and saw a rainbow, but it's inclining part only could be seen, I was bewitched by the beauty of that rainbow and my consciousness travelled in to that inclining part and suddenly, declining part still bein invisible, I found myself in a temple where there were a lot of Rats and all those rats were considered to be very holy. Now I started thinking from a rat's perspective., and first question after a long period arose in my mind was "Who Am I", I was frightened, I had a constant drift between these two lives. I decided to go back in to my real(previous) world, but many forces (Angels) were compelling me to stay in that state only, but I was very desperate to get my previous body so I decided not to hear them and go back and very soon I saw myself in my present body. That gave me a bit of relax."



This was the experience as explained by my friend, he is a lecturer in Physics in a degree college and seeking help from the government so that he can carry out his research on the Drugs and spirtuality.

This man saw three divine letters Aa, Ma and Pa within himself (as anahata nad) and not to say these are very three words a child starts yelling in the beginning of the process of "learn to speak". He saw Lord Rama breaking the bow of Shiva and he saw the Pandavas and Kauravas gambling and he saw his Draupadi (his mind) was betted down.

I do not know what this whole was, but that once again awoke my slept interest in "Physics".

If my older drug addicted friend somewhere finds this article, I have solved the mystery of Pi(22/7) for him.

Stay tuned for many such mysteries unfolded.

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My Experience with A Drug Addict: Part 1

Many people ask me about the source of inspiration or the information where I get this whole information from to write about. But most of the people reach to the conclusion and think I keep on surfing the web the whole day and gather the information to publish my post on the blog. Well, this is not true, I ask you why haven't anybody out of you given their thoughts on such subjects. You may say that we are too busy to waste our time in all this. So let me tell you I am as busy as you are in terms of earning money and doing everything what you do to fulfill your materialistic desires. But again the question remains intact "what is the source of inspiration or information". Now through this post I am going to reveal the source, the Holy Ghost.

While in 12^th Standard during my studies, once I was solving a question of calculus, suddenly one question appeared in my mind, what if we differentiate 0(zero), answer was infinite and simultaneously another question "what if we integrate this infinite" arose in my mind and I got the answer as "0"(zero). Suddenly In was under deep stress and I opened the books of Physics to read about nuclear fission and fusion, acceleration and friction, I opened the book of Zoology to read about contraction and expansion of heart, and finally I read about the laws of attraction and repulsion in chemistry responsible for chemical boding. Later I once again studied the centripetal and centrifugal forces. Deliberately, I had almost solved the riddle of formation of universe. All these topics I studied had one thing in common, all these laws and forces were meant to keep the particular state of matter in equilibrium. Be it the differentiation and integration or the contraction and expansion or attraction and repulsion or the most important law of "construction" and "destruction" which is not found in any text book but only in the old scriptures.

After this experience I lost my interest in the studies and I started studying various other topics. I started with quantum physics and metaphysics. I had no interest in the topics which were more important to get the marks in the board examinations. Although I had firm belief that I could get more than 90% or even 100% marks in all subjects Physics Chemistry and Mathematics as I could visualise all theories and formulae, or I had the power of clairvoyance. But I never wanted to score so high lest I should fell in to the category of "bookworms", because to me all those students getting more than 90% were idiots and I never wanted to look like an idiot in my own eyes. So somehow I managed to score more than 78%, as I was not studying at all to score in the examinations, my interests were totally distracted. I decided to complete my graduation somehow and do something and explore something which nobody knows.

I started some business but again that was a mistake, things changed dramatically, time kept on moving and finally everything settled and I started concentrating on my actual passion the "God".

I started thinking about the day when I was solving that calculus numerical. I called up my friend used to be my class mate in 12^th standard. Suddenly I came to know that he has been taking marijuana (Pot or Bhang) since his childhood, as this is tradition of his family. Suddenly I realized I had dinner at his home on the very day I was solving that calculus. It didn't take me much time to understand that I was under the influence of a drug Marijuana on that day I got the mystical experiences. That friend of mine after completing his M.Tech degree from IIT joined some I.T. company and is well settled now a days.

After few months I came across a guy (he is very good friend of mine now a days, but cant reveal his name in here) who had left his studies, and when I asked the reason he said "buddy, I couldn't understand the value of Pi(22/7 or 3.14……..), that's why I had to leave my studies. I wasn't satisfied with this reply because he had scored 82% in PCM in12^th standard and was very intelligent. Gradually we became friends and soon I realized this guy is addicted to drugs.

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